Needed..

I don't need to be wanted,
I want to be needed
I need to be needed
I live to be needed
If I knew I was just wanted not needed
I wouldn't be here today..
I would never have stayed..
I would never have stopped..
But I know now..
I know I am needed.
So,
I have stopped
I have stopped and
I will never start again.
I'm sorry you found out the way you did
I'm sorry I did it
I'm sorry I recently did it again
I'm sorry I let you down..
Let you down yet again ..
I'm sorry I showed you how weak I could be..
But no more.
I'm strong now
For you I am strong
For you I won't anymore
For you
No more sorrys,
No more need for forgiveness
I love you
(28/2/11)