Awkward

It's just..
Awkward.
I don’t know how to explain it..
That word explains it all
Awkward…
Sitting here..
Feeling so outta place..
I don’t belong here.
I don’t belong here and I didn’t belong there..
I feel outta place everywhere..
I just don’t belong..
Why is it so awkward?
Why is it so weird..
I just gotta find a place..
Where I can just be myself..
Be myself and not be judged for it..
Where it’s not awkward..
Where awkward doesn’t exist..
Where I just…
Fit.

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