Irreversible

I'm so tired.
Feel so sick.
Just so sick and tired.
Of everything
All of this
I thought I had you..
You said always;
I'll always be there for you..
Whenever you need me, I'm here
Well I need you.
Where are you?
Where are you when I'm on the edge..
On the verge of doing something ..
Something stupid,
Very stupid..
Irreversible...
Where are you?
Where the hell are you?!

(3/3/11)